hello nobody. and everybody. and anybody ,

how r u this lovely rainy gorgeous sunday evening?

i am quite well, thank u for asking.

what i'm currently occupying my mind with is my newest attempt at a novella. these 2 new characters just sorta popped out of my head and begged to be written down. it's going to be loosely based on a past relationship of mine because fictionalizing the relaity that is my life is just...so much fun :)

& they hav the coolest names ever i like 'em

Delaney Vieira & Aiden Locke

pretty. hahah ;P

so i think i'll post stuff on here and find somewhere else. reading & writing == back to basics. this summer in my free time hmmmm ill hav lots to do ;)

off to procrastinate and try to keep my mind from slipping away...i almost cried again today...almost. but the tears, i wouldn't let them fall. i just think of him, randomly, out of nowhere. and that he's gone forever. and that he left me. my heart breaks again every time. & then i ignore it...and pray that time will hurry up and make me forget he ever existed



love S

heyyyy!

hi there :)
so it's been like.....Awhile huh?
i kno i kno. life's been a little crazy/sucky/stressful/alright lately haha =]
i had my first outdoor track meet of the season today. i had only been to one -- the 1st of the indoor season -- and it was pretty no so good lol but this one i liked.
i hadn't been to practice for like exactly 2 weeks and was completely out of shape except for 5 sprints some long jump run thrus and a javlin "how to throw" refresher.

only did three events ~ jav was hilariously bad but it didn't get me down :) threw less than 50 every time haha and those went unmarked. the 100 was seriously pretty good for being untrained. i got like 14.9 i think the results were confusing =/ and the other said like 14.59 i think so i liked the 1st better obviously hahah. and then long jump [[which was first]] ahhhh! it was so cool. 1st scratch. 2nd like 12something. 3rd i get like 13.9 :D my personal best. i seriously have the confidence that once i practice more and get back in shape i could up that to 16 and get to state. i pray. so that's like my main priority now with the season being like so short cause of the flood and blah blah but ya im totally good/pumped. and sore as ever uhg not even funny. and now i gotta go wash my clothes, shower, and study for some tests. oh and sleep :D so ya bye! ill be back soon-er this time haha

sarah jane <3

p.s. oh & also i got to State in Speech and took 8th place in Prose, which totally suprised me seeing as how i thought my speech was boring/i really disliked it ;p haha but i can't wait for next year! & the Foresnics Banquet next wednesdayyy oh crap and i gotta fill out this application for Youth Leardship thingy dude TOMORROW.

and also, my ex-boyfriend/best friend [[that kid named Beau, iv probably mentioned him in here before i forget]] literally deleted me from his life a few days ago. hahah sounds so tragic right? but i'm not as broken up as i thought i'd be. wish it happened a little differntly...and i still think about him but i'm good...i feel...free :)

.&. love is just a game .<3.