"Listening to sweet music in a perfect rapture."- Charles Dickens
Suffering is caused by desire. The cessation of desire means the cessation of suffering. When you stopped wishing things wouldn’t fall apart, you’d stop suffering when they did…Memories fall apart, too. And then you’re left with nothing, left with not even a ghost but with its shadow. In the beginning, she had haunted me, haunted my dreams, but even now, just weeks later, she was slipping away, falling apart in my memory and everyone else’s, dying again. ~ Miles Halter {Looking For Alaska}
--every sunday this happens. it's like i'm doomed to default at the end of every single goddamn week and all the good ends up meaning absolutely nothing. i'm back where i started. bleeding it out...thru my eyes...and falling...and falling...and falling...and falling.
--Lacrymosa/Evanescence is the absolutely most beautiful song i've heard in a longgggg time. it's so peacefully painfully tortured soul-y haha i love it.
--i just needed to write tonight. it's not like i'm doing anything more important. actually i had this ENTIRE weekend to write, but i just...didn't for some reason. even though i had no homework...i'm not sure. i confuse myself. almost as much as other people confuse me. almost.
heyy i'm gonna post my awesome intense short story now! really. it's riviting. k hold on. :]
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