About The Author

i'm my last name is a color. i'm 1/2 black and 1/2 asian. i love-hate running. i like books but i only read when i have nothing better to do cause id rather so random crap on the computer and waste my time. i don't have t.v. because my mother is...special. i'm lazy as hell & a major procrastinator, even tho no one really knows it cause im "the smart girl". hot showers r bliss [haha that's random i know]. the only friend ill always have is myself because old best friends fade away with time when u leave them behind, i know this from experience not self-righteousness. i've been in love before, and i’ve fallen out of it. i am never getting married, and if I ever meet someone who convinces me otherwise, he'll be my miracle. i have no real siblings ~ only 1/2s and step-s. i strongly dislike my step-family. i love my 2 tiwn 1/2 brothers and sister. i'm a love child or bastard child, either works haha - my dad had an affair with my mom = me. i love to write, but my "inspiration" comes and goes – like a permanent writer’s block. i can never seem to finish what i start. or do something unless it has to be done -- limited time gives me an incentive. i love to travel more than almost anything and im gonna see the whole world one day. i hate friend-less summers. i've lived in 3 different states since i was born. Maryland, North Dakota, & Montana. my hair used to be really curly but i lost my curls over the years and now it's just boring and "wavy". Smallville is the best show in the world [even know it's so corny and gay sometimes i laugh at it but i love it] followed closely by Bones. music saves me. without it i would have lost my mind in these past months...or worse. my eyesight sucks, im practically blind = i have glasses [that i only wear sometimes]. true love only exists in books, movies, and fairy tales. other forms of that emotion is what us poor humans get and reality gives us. it's kinda sad. i lovelovelove movies - they're wonderful. i hate ditzy stupid chicks. Baby Got Back by Sir Mix-A-Lot is the funny-est song ever. i hate the sound of rats running and squeaking above me in my ceiling [yes there r rats in my celing]. i have a thing for quiet boys and players which is unfortunate for my "future love life" since quiet boys never make any "moves" and player r....well players. i love Pride & Prejudice. i hated the movie, Twilight cause it messed up my favorite book in the series. my favorite class [as of freshman year] is Pottery because it's fun and awesome. cold air outside helps me breathe. God and i r tight, but im not super super religious, 's ok tho, i think he understands. i feel strongly about ending human trafficking & sex slavery -- and maybe if i was into Politics and government i would try to end it, & i care strongly about children who have no parents - orphans, all over the world, not just America. child birth scares the shit out of me, so i think im gonna adopt a kid when i get older. one time my friends told me that i should become the first black woman president, truth is i’d so go for it [risk bein shot an all that] – if I didn’t hate Politics. most adults r like teenagers with jobs and money, they never stop wanting to be young again no matter what responsibilities and however many bills life sends them or kids. i don’t get y people love high school so much – it’s just little middle school only with more homework and grinding at dances ~ maybe it’s a “u gotta have ur best friends goin to the same school as u to get it” sorta thing…dang, sucks for me then. then again what am I saying, i love parties and dancing [that’s not grinding] – & except at high school dances when I’m the new chick. i actually like being the new girl ~like for a second, then I hate it because it takes too long to make actual close friends. I love the water – ocean, pool, shower, rain, all of it. my favorite season is spring because it’s just warm and cool and perfect. i secretly wish i could teleport and go where ever i wanted in the blink of an eye. omg that'd be sooooooooo cool. i 1st heard a song by Three Days Grace [one of the best bands in the world – they’re Canadian haha] in my friends’ brother’s car in 7th grade. i can be a total bitch sometimes for what might seem like no reason but i always have a reason - unless it's just my horribly bad PMS - im seriously like a demon lady or depressed as hell. i love clothes & shopping but im always broke so i practically never go. no one dresses like me - i have like a goth/punk/prep/vintage/sporty chick mixture of clothes, it's pretty tight haha. My greatest fear used to be being alone…but now it’s just dying alone ~dying never knowing what the closest thing to true love in this reality is. hope is what keeps me going every day. hope that this life will get better somehow or hope that one day ill truly be content with the life im living or happy...whatever tru happiness is. its so fleeting, what i know it to be. i used to think it was love that kept me going, but now I’m not so sure. emotions that involve other people r so easily lost, and i hate that it’s true. i love the book Naughts & Crosses by Malorie Blackman – it’s deep, intense, and very AU. AND Harry Potter – omg I forgot how much I loved him!! haha. i love the Beatles & 90s music <3. The song Boston by Augustana – somehow i always come back around to having that song describe my life. my 2 favorite foods in the world r orange chicken and my mom's potato salad & plantains <3. followed closesly by cookies and cream ice cream, salt & vinegar chips, white chocolate macadamia nut cookies [white chotolate is THE BEST]. heavenly <3 haha. o & i totally heart cream soda, grape soda, strawberry soda, mountain dew, o & sunkist/fanta [like i can tell the difference]. Milka Chocolate from Austria tops all the chocolate in America tho, it's amazinggggggggg. i love cooking, but only when i'm hungry - so i can eat what i cook afterwards hahah. my 2nd middle name – Angelica isn’t on my birth certificate because the day my mom brought me home from the hospital my grandfather came running into the house saying “where’s Angelica!”. guess he didn’t know what my mom was planning on naming me cause he had wanted me to be named Angelica so it stuck & mom added it on to my name for my granddad- “unofficially”. i want to ride a motorcycle, skydive, scuba dive and bungee jump. I’ve driven an ATV [or 4-wheeler as they called it] before and absolutely LOVED it and wanted to get one of my own but I haven’t yet. I lovelovelovelove quotes ~ other people’s wise words r inspiring. sometimes i waste hours just looking for quotations ~ yup, one might call this “a problem”. same with facebook/myspace bumper stickers haha kinda sad but tru. I hate valentine’s day ~ since last year. i’m an outsider – have been since I got to high school. a light backpack and warm-ish weather makes any day awesome. i have an extremely perverted mind – for a girl, and am damn proud of it. i wanna go skinny dipping because it would be freakin hilarious-ly fun. i love the stars ~ whenever I rarely see them. i love paintings and photographs that look so real, like u could just walk right into it - they make me wanna go to the place someday. im gonna make a list of all the places i wanna go and also of everything i wanna do before college cause lists r sweet, did i mention i like them? i’m always wanting to be somewhere else, never wanting to stay in the same place for too long. I’ve met a hot FUTURE PRIEST [they’re called Seminarians] and it scarred me for life. I throw and break stuff when I’m angry, usually cut my hair, & deafen myself with death metal music – it works for me. One way I’ve changed over this year is that my hurt and pain gets replaced with anger instead - anger at certain people and myself - because I hate feeling weak and hopeless and pathetic~life can be a bitch but u just gotta suck it up and keep going and living one day at a time. that’s how I get by. now I think that’s more than enough random crap bout moi, don’t u? haha see ya :)

<3 sarah*jane