i'm bored.
actaully wait wait wait. this is not true. well...it is but it's not at the same time causeee see i have something i could be doing now = cleaning my room, washing my clothes, my world hist. project, algebra 2 homework, etc.etc. u kno that @#$% good little gurls do. butttttttttttttttt i'm being lazy and procrastinating/nusing my new found blogging/photoshoping-w/o-photoshop ~ obsession. good lord i need to get a life. hahaha, but u kno what does that even mean? "a life". it just means always being busy really. like never having any free time to just chill and be a teenage bum. and ill have "a life" very soon -- with track+speech @ the same time = ill have no free weekends to be lazy anymore :( *sigh* so im livin in the moment, homies. hahaha ;p
o crapper i have to read too....................shi-ite. ok. what. shi-ite>?>?>?>? where did that come from. i should make a list of frickin stupid words that ppl use cause they think they're cool but they're really...not cause they're gay. that would be one hell of a list.
it's really pretty outside. i think it was warm too when we went out ealier. and i wanna go running...... :( but im afraid if i do any vigorous physical excercize my poor head's gonna explode cause i only got 3 1/2 hours of sleep last night & havent collapsed yet thank goodness.
dude. i havent talked to any of my friends this weekend.....well except for one......and after that 2 text convo. i almost broke my phone......*sigh* it's sad. and i should be more beat up about it but im not. in fact i don't really give a shit about 2-faced-players who r assholes/my ex-boyfriend whom i thought was my best friend but ppl change and friendships fade with time. i've lived, lossed, and learned from my mistakes. u think we're all just better off alone? no...ur right. i don't think that's tru either. but bottom line is im a loner @ heart and i'm surviving. i'm an outsider and i don't really care. at one point in time i thought i'd found my place in this world...but now when i look back on it all i realize i didn't. maybe it's juse teenagers. when ur best friend moves to a differnt state/school @ first u try to keep in touch alot but the forces of the universe want it to be a differnt way ---- talk less......drift apart.....ur separate lives get in the way....not seeing each other as much.....it happens. life happens.
so that's really my only "worry" right now.....and some family shit. but im learning to tune them [step-father+mother] out....one day at a time, that's the best i got. ttyllllllllllllllllllllllll :)
x3 s*j
p.s. is this not a friggin awesome picture or what?!?!?!!??!?!?!? hahahahha :D
*sigh* my new-found obsession rocks ;)
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