[Loss] - the third L of this AmAzInG BloGg :D

hey, u wanna kno a secret? [well besides the fact that im supposed to be doing my hw right now]

i have these 2 best friends, they're both boys and for "confidentiality sake" we'll call them

Tall Boy
and
Short Boy

[haha o that's funny]

so anywho, tall boy has been my friend since last....hmm around April i think, when we went out for 2 weeks...just cause but then broke up and i think that was the best thing that's ever happened to me because tall boy is now my best friend in the world and i wouldn't have known him if we never had our "thing" haha ;) o and it's his bday today :) random = moving on

now on to short boy

eh. well this story's a bit more complicated. but ill shorten it up. when i came to a new school in 7th grade in then beautiful state of Montana [Missoula to be exact] short boy was nice to me [eventually] and decided to befriend me because i was an awesome black girl and he liked my hair [it was curly (then cause now's it boring and wavy/stright) - mix of straight asian and black ppl hair hahah, pretty cool]. so ya we were tight for a while till that summer rolled around and officially he started to like me as more than a friend [wayyy more] [yup i kno this story well, y im digging back in my memory to tell it? no clue] and blah blah i wasnt allowed to date cause my mother's like a nun [only married] but eventually i was just like screw dat and we went out -- off and on relationship thru all of 8th grade and he was the 1st boy i ever loved.

then i moved.

and we stayed as close as we cold - we became just best friends [course it took a while for the "more than friendly feelings to pass - me = like 6 months]

but eventually...after those 6 months...somethin happened with our friendship. alot of things...messed up. but bottom line is we're not so close anymore. him and me. actually we don't take at all. ever. it's been awhile. since we had a fight like a month ago i think. idk time goes so fast...but ya that's all i wanted to say...and i miss him, i won't lie and say i don't. he'll always have a part of me...no matter how things r between us

it's sad how life can be sometimes, when u loose the people u care about...just cause


alright later... :)

s*j